I am kinda worried about my stitches because though I am only a little sore, I seem to be a little swollen. I worry about everything. I may call the doctor tomorrow.
I had to switch pediatricians already unfortunatly because of insurance stuff. Naturally because of my hormones I sat in his doctors office bawling. I am going to try and switch my MCO so I can have the doctor I want to have.
Anywho, onto pics of the little chicken nugget!
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- Mood:
pissed off
Yesterday morning I woke up to find myself gushing fluid. (Lovely image I know) Well I was SURE my water broke. So, I go to the doctor and apparently your body can leak lots of ooey gooey nasty fluid BEFORE your water breaks. Son of a biatch. So needless to say, I am STILL pregnant. I know I have two weeks until my due date, but CMON!
I also am officially done working until after this baby which is stressing me out about money. I am really lucky work is so nice about me having to leave and everything...not that they would want me to give birth in a booth while someone is enjoying their burger at the next table, BUT they have been great about letting me work until I can't anymore.
I have been making lists of things to do while I am home BEFORE Jakob gets here, but I did over half those things already today and have only been awake for 3 hours. I need activities. Any ideas? Remember.... no money to spend at the moment kiddos!
I decided, maybe I am filling my plate too much, but I am thinking in the fall I am going to take a class or two again just to keep this neverending attempt at a degree working. Just not 100% sure considering I will have an itty bit and lots of work to take care of. Especially if I want to get back out on my own again.
I am off to write thank yous for the baby shower that I should have done WEEKS ago.
Just a few thoughts for the moment.
- Location:home
- Music:Greys Anatomy
I told work on Saturday morning that after I work what I am scheduled this week that I am going to haev to stop. All the weight that I have gained is taking its toll now. My feet hurt and pop whenever I move, my back hurts, and I am contracting throughout my entire shifts. I am really lucky to work with such great supportive managers and people.
I feel the closer I am getting to my due date the more restless, anxious, and grumpy I am getting.
It takes a crane to pull me out of bed. I have to get out of bed with said crane every 15-20 minutes to pee. I feel like my entire abdomen is bruised and angry. I miss my body.
No one tells you the silly little things that change in pregnancy. A perfect example of this is when using a public restroom you have to maneuver yourself so the stall door doesn't hit your belly when you are trying to close it. Who knew?!
With all that being said... on a positive note... When Jakob is a little older (obviously) I desperatly want to take him to the Hands on Museum. It sounds amazing and I would enjoy myself as much as he would! Maybe that could be a Krissy/Diana playdate?!
- Mood:
blah
Today I went and met Jakob's pediatrician and I LOVED her. She is young and I felt it was really easy to talk to her. She explained their policies really well adn I love the fact they are open from 8-8. Also, the doctors in the practice take turns being on call at night and one of them will always call back and answer your questions. Also with having to bottle feed considering I can't go pump in the middle of work, she was really supportive and made me feel not guilty which was amazing of her.
Now, I have the pediatrician, his room is set up, he has formula, and he is considered full term (even though I am still at 37 weeks.) Somebody needs to inform this baby that it's time for him to come out and play!!!
It's going to be on the inside of my wrist.
- Mood:
anxious
I think the girls out there need to boost their confidence. It really saddens me that they can become so jealous or upset over something that in no way meant to be harmful.
- Mood:
still happy
I started watching all the seasons over and for some reason this quote jumped out at me and really made me smile. Usually stuff like that doesn't get to me unless I am in a sappy, romantic, girl mood. Which I totally am not. At all. Just brings hope that another person can make someone else feel THAT amazing.
- Location:home
- Mood:
happy
Today I went to lunch with Dave. We had really been looking forward to hanging out considering I am about to pop out a child and we may not have any friend time for a while. We researched for a different place to eat, as the only places in the general area are chain restaurants. So he had a dining guide from the City Paper and found this place called Atwater’s in Belvedere Square. Now he’s extremely open to… how do I say this… weird? Yes. Weird food. I on the other hand, am willing to try most anything, anywhere. I can always tend to find something on a menu that I like. Well we get to the joint and I take a look at the menu which apparently changes daily. The first thing I see is a soup called Creamy Squash and Leek soup. I am immediately thinking What did I get myself into. I decided on a tomato bisque soup that was described on the menu as vegetarian with black beans, rice, and cilantro, and a side salad which was just mixed field greens with balsamic vinaigrette dressing. Luckily I could get a soda from an ice cream stand next door, because the only things on their drink menu was odd organic sodas such as double expresso soda and chai tea, which contain way too much caffeine for a preggo like me. When our food came, my side salad was fine. Just a simple regular old salad. When I got to my soup, much to my dismay, the soup was orange mush. Anyone who knows me knows that I am a texture person. I will eat anything as long as it isn’t mush. The supposed rice, I am assuming, was pureed into the tomato sauce making what looked like orange chunky baby food…after it had been spit up. I dipped my bread in it trying desperately to get down what I could, considering baby Jakob was pounding against my insides begging for his lunch. When my bread was gone I asked for another piece and the lady behind the counter gave me a piece of spelt bread, which apparently is a substitute for wheat. I told her that I would like to have the same kind of bread I had before while pointing at the one I wanted. She said “oh no this is good, try it.” I ended up keeping my mouth shut and taking the Spelt bread. By this time the texture of my soup went from mush, to mush with orange grease floating on top. I quietly pulled out my cash and put a napkin over my plate stating that I was finished.
Now to the main point of this whole thing, in places such as this establishment, do people go there because they really like this odd style of what I like to call “yuppie” food? Or do they go because it’s in a higher class neighborhood and it is considered to be trendy? Does anyone actually want to take shots of wheat grass? In a society where most of the people around us are considered “fat” anyways, do they really care about how healthy they actually are, or is it the fact of how healthy they appear to other people by going to these places? Considering most are still “fat” anyways, I am assuming once they get home and find they are still hungry from eating leeks and wheat grass, they then decide the double stuffed Oreos are a much better and satisfying choice.
As a person who WILL be dieting once I have this lovely child I have been growing, I ask what I can have that is satisfying taste wise, as well as being considered “good for you?” Do I need to sacrifice taste to get the job done?
- Location:home
- Mood:
amused